Sometimes, even the heart chooses to lie.
Sometimes, it just feels like you've chosen to delude yourself.
Lie to yourself that everything's okay.
Lie to yourself that nothing has changed.
Lie to yourself that you're not alone.
All these lies. Stuck like little pieces in the heart.
Refusing to pick them them out like shards of glass,
In case it starts bleeding.
It hurts, there's no way out.
It's cold and dark. I think I'm going insane.
It's hard to focus when your life is a blur.
It's hard to see the truth.
But it's too late to turn back now.
It's too loud to hear the sound
I'm so lost, I cannot breathe out.
It's too late to turn back now.
I dreamt that I was tortured by needles and axes. :(
Someone took the needles and scrape it against my skin.
Took axes and left injuries on me.
It upsets me, when you say we don't care about you.
When you feel that nobody understands you.
I hate it, when he's out to get you upset,
and you get really upset and cry your guts out.
You're falling into his trap.
Why is it that, I've long came to face this fact that nobody can truly ever understand each other.
Yet you can't?
When you're like probably 4 times my age?
At times, I feel like washing my hands off everything.
But can I? No.
Absolutely love history.
Totally hate sewing, draping, drafting.
Kill meeeee,dude.
Now I know why designers are all so quirky.
They've been driven to the edge and gone crazy. =.=
Empty words. Empty promises. Like always.
Shouldn't have ever listened to your pointless words.
Unwanted. Just die and fade away.
You're the one who chose it.
Dad quarrelled with mum.
Brother could not sleep and got pissed off.
Went into the room they were in.
Got hit by dad.
He hit dad back.
Mum wanted to shield dad.
How horribly stubborn.
Elder bro came in and shouted at dad, pin him down on floor,
Don't let him hit second bro.
Struggle and everything in a flash,
Fan broke into pieces.
In the end, police station.
Dad's face swollen, Bro's neck injured with a slash.
Sometimes I really wonder, should I blame people or money?
On a lighter note.....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS GREEN AVALYN ONG!!
and
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MR BEAR NGA BANGYAN!
wah. One class chairman and class vice-chairman.
